Okay, well if you’ve read my last blog you probably understand how much of a basket-case that I am. Does anyone say basket-case anymore? I’m only 18, why am I talking like I’m 50?
On a serious note:
I can’t help but feel like everyone else’s life is coming together, but I can’t even begin to figure out where to start with mine. Just in the past month, I’ve graduated high school, moved houses, and had a complete revelation about life in general.
Then I log into Facebook, I see that some of my friends and family are engaged, getting married, going to school to do awesome things, moving out of their parent’s house, and just becoming more independent.
I can’t seem to figure out what I’m doing or who I am. I’ve never really had an identity crisis before, but I think that this is it. I have an idea of what I want to do, but I don’t know how to go about saying “I just want to write” without sounding completely unmotivated. What do I want to do with the rest of my life?
I’m not very talented when it comes to anything. I’m not very smart, I’m not very good with numbers or memorization. Shoot, sometimes I can’t get myself out of bed before noon. I guess I am pretty unmotivated. I just don’t know what to do.