I know it is a little early to be writing about my birthday, since it is still almost two months away. Something has just been bothering me about it lately. Every year, I get really excited for my birthday and then nothing really comes of it. I don’t even get excited for presents. I get excited at the thought that my friends will take the time out of their day to spend time with me and let me know that I’m special. Here’s the thing, every year I make plans with my friends and every year almost all of them bail on me.
Now my family has done a pretty good job at spending time with me for my birthday. And I do have to give credit to Megan for always spending time with me. It’s just, I thought that I made more of an impact on people. I just want them to show me that they care. Am I just being crazy?
I want to hope that this year is different, but I can’t shake the feeling that it’ll pan out like most of my other birthdays.